Friday, January 23, 2009

Reflections

I looked back this morning through my journals for the year. Sometimes that's good and sometimes that's not so good. I guess it's all in the way you look at it. But I'm beginning to see a nice shift in my life for the better ~ mostly.

The only thing that I regret from the past year is letting go of God ~ as I knew and understood Him.

But in the hope of trying to move through my life without any regrets, I began to see this differently.

I couldn't find God with letting go of what I believed to be God.

Maybe that doesn't make a lick of sense whatsoever but to a person that understands the power of religion and the ability of illusions to deceive ~ that person will get it.

Putting it simply...

I had to destroy the house of cards to begin to build the house of stone.

This may be the slowest process and the biggest undertaking of my entire life but it may just be the one with the most gratifying results and the biggest reward.

Only time will tell.